Growing up, I found myself in trouble often.
Not on purpose you see.
I suppose it was mainly the unmedicated adhd.
I was just a kid and didn’t know to channel my inquisitive curiosity and my adventurous spirit.
I grew up fast and landed my first job at 15.
You may know them by their catchy slogan.
Eat more chicken.
I did eat a fuckton of chicken in my 3 years there.
Probably too much chicken.
By the time I was thrown in to my twenties, my boss had already made me a mother and a confused one at that.
Needless to say, we didn’t work out. Besides, he shouldn’t have been dating teens.
By 23 I was a single mother with a ship load of mental chaos .
Battling depression, anxiety, adhd, and pmdd kept me and anyone around me on emotional toes and exhausted beyond reason.
I was miserable in my own existence. I thought about ending it, every month on repeat. All of it. Everything.
Fast forward a bit later.
Everything changed. All due to one tiny thing.
Ironically, an emotional outburst that could have ruined my life, turned it all around. Practically over night. Sort of. It’s a long story. I’ll give you the short version.
I suppose it all changed when I turned 30. I woke up and irresponsibility quit my technology based career to randomly open a small store by the sea. Crazy right? It was. I promise.
I had no money, no business degree, and no concerns about the future. What I did have, was a boat load of determination and pent up creativity.
Born in a trailer park, maybe I was just still a girl with a rags to riches dream.
Except it wasn’t riches I was seeking.
I was seeking a community and the freedom to be me.
To my delight, one small change, would bring me closer to that than I ever even dreamed.
One choice, changed everything.
This is my story. Hi. I’m JessSea.
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